Thanks for the kind words. They are much appreciated!
It’s interesting that those who you aren’t really close to are the ones to notice that something is wrong. The ones who you thought were your friends don’t event take a second glance.
I wonder who will be mad at me next week for being a bitch. Two weeks in a row now.
I guess it was too good to be true that I had been feeling so happy for so long. this emptiness had to come back. I feel this emptiness in every part of my being. It’s taken over my heart but it’s infested my whole body as well. What can I do.
Maybe I should just resign from my position. Maybe that would solve everything. Maybe I really am a cold emotionless heartless bitch. Maybe I should just stop talking. Maybe I should just close myself off from everyone because obviously my presence doesn’t do anything but piss people off and make people upset. Maybe the world is better off without me.
It’s scary how quickly I can go from feeling like everything is okay to feeling like a worthless piece of shit who just wants to disappear.
Can’t tell if I’m really a heartless mean bitch or if no one understands my humor